Kinky Secrets

Many people have secret kinks. Twitter is full of pics of guys wearing panties or diapers under their suits. Mine are my cage and butt plugs. I go to the store or the gym or the office that way. I have two men who make sure I stay that way.

Sometimes, as I go about my day, I actually forget they are there. I’ll sit or move a certain way and I’ll get a pleasant reminder. Suddenly, the realization hits me that I am locked and plugged and in public and nobody suspects it. It’s delicious. It’s my kinky secret. The only people who know are myself, Tripp, and Sir. I like my secrets. It makes me feel a little dirty or slutty and it makes me wonder who else is hiding their kink under their clothes.

I’ve been in an open marriage and the only rule we have is to tell each other about any extracurricular activities. I always have, but I sometimes think it would be hotter if it were my secret. My fantasy is to tell Tripp I’m going to the store while I’m really going to get gang banged. I find things hot if they are “naughty”. Even though I have permission, I like to think that I don’t. I think the danger of getting caught is erotic to me. I can’t help it. I’m wired to find that exciting. There’s something about doing something I’m not supposed to that gets my pulse racing. Like sex in a public place is exciting because you might get caught. I don’t, because I love my relationship and the trust we have, but damn do I think about it. There is a great deal of pleasure in the idea that no one suspects I’m such a little perv.

Tripp knows about my fantasy. I’ve told him. Sometimes he’ll even pretend that I was just running errands, because he is sweet. Of course, the only other person I see is Sir, so Tripp plays along knowing exactly what is going on. I love that he is willing to do that for me.

I’ve been thinking about how I’d like to be cucked sometime. I think I’d enjoy that. Someday, when his ass is back in action, I’ll be brave enough to mention it. It’s not like I haven’t seen Tripp get fucked by someone else. We had plenty of threesomes when we first got together, but I always directed them. I’m thinking me being bound and gagged and put in the corner while Tripp gets busy with someone else. Seeing someone else plow my husband while I’m locked and restrained would drive me crazy in a good way. Im hard now thinking about it. I also think it would be hot to serve a Top with Tripp, now that he’s seen me as a slave (thank you Drew for putting that idea in my head). Who knows, maybe Tripp will say yes.

Published by Locked Doc

Middle aged sub/slave reclaiming his kink and exploring Bdsm with both his husband and his Master. Always locked.

4 thoughts on “Kinky Secrets

  1. Hello Doc, wellcome to the Club! I also often wear some Toys secretly unser my suit in the Office. Normally i’m plugged and a cockring. We are thinking of buying a cage for me….

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      1. I love to wear the cage under my jeans in public and sometimes Sir will instructed me to add the butt plug as well. I know that I am kinky, but knowing I am wearing them secretly really spike the chemical in my brain.

        On top of it, thanks for sharing all your experience. I’ve been reading the articles since the beginning that you created the blog. Being a married man finding an outlet with a Sir out side of the relationship takes a lot of communication and effort. You posts are so relatable and very inspiring. Again thanks for the time and effort for all kinksters 🙂

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