I Knew I was Kinky When…

There’s been a meme going around Twitter. People are posting images from TV, books, or films from their past that stirred their initial homosexual lust. Even before that particular lust started in me, the bdsm lust was there. From a very early age I was turned on by images of bondage and torture. The fact that the images were always of men didn’t register at the time. Looking back, there were a surprising number of really great scenes on television and in films of the 60’s and 70’s. The guys weren’t always hot, but what they were doing definitely made my pre-pubescent dick get hard. Even comic books had some amazing imagery.

I thought I’d share a few pics I found on the interwebs that I fondly remember. I didn’t have a crush on Bert Convy or William Shatner, but I really liked the scenes. I did have a major crush on Robert Conrad though. He totally made me gay 🤤

I wanted this done to me, maybe without the snake
One of the hottest movie scenes. Dear god.
I was in love with this. Still am.
Seriously, a Fantasy Island episode about being held prisoner on Devils Island
Okay, I don’t even need to describe this. It wasn’t from my childhood, but damn
It was the harness and collar
Loved the restraints. Star Trek was very naughty at times
I seem to have a thing for this kind of scene
OMG, this one killed me

These are but a few of the many images that stirred my loins, starting probably at about 8 years of age. I do think that kink is just born into us. I knew I was into kink before I knew what kink was and before I knew I was gay (I knew about the gay thing by the 80’s, considering I was having sex with men by then). Back then, it was just that I wanted those things to happen to me. I didn’t think about who was doing it to me. I didn’t care about that. I just wanted to be the guy in the image. This is the stuff of my deepest and earliest fantasies here. I hope you enjoyed my stroll down kinky memory lane.

-Doc

3 Comments

  1. I felt the same way. While I was in the elementary school, I started to realized that I am attracted to scenes in TV shows or movies with the hot lead characters get caught, tied up in the dungeon shirtless, torture etc. Every once a while, i fantasized that I will be in the scene when I was a teen.

    After getting a bit order, I started to know that it can be part of sex scenes. But not until couple years ago, I finally learned that can be a relationship, or even a life style. And now I am into one <3

  2. rubbi65

    Hello Doc, Welcome to the Club! It’s the same with me. In Germany, there ist a famous author named Karl May he lived and wrote in the 19th Cent. especially books about the wild west, therefore he never was in the US . Often bis Heros were bound and gagged – and I loved it !!! 😁

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