I didn’t fuck the boy. I thought about it. I agonized about it. I wanted to, but in the end, I couldn’t. The first evening, after spending quite some time with my fist in it, I was staring at a beautiful gaping hole and a boy in heat wanting more. A boy I wanted toContinue reading “To Fuck or Not to Fuck”
Author Archives: Locked Doc
The Pup, The Playroom, and The Freakishly Large Hands
I slept quite soundly the night I met the pup. In fact, I slept very soundly. I guess it was a sort of mini-vacation and I didn’t realize how much stress there has been lately. I did get a bit stressed when I realized I didn’t have the new Netflix password. I was deep inContinue reading “The Pup, The Playroom, and The Freakishly Large Hands”
Voiding the Warranty
If you follow my Twitter, you know the pup and I got up to some antics this past weekend. To answer your immediate question, I did not fuck him, however my fist spent a significant amount of time in his boy pussy. The pup and I hit it off online almost immediately several months agoContinue reading “Voiding the Warranty”
Deeper Reflections
I think I’ve been inhabiting the submissive side of my sexuality for so long lately that I have neglected my whole being. As I look back, I have spent the better part of my post-pubescent life as a Top, and a smaller, yet eminently satisfying, part as a bottom. I’m using Top/bottom somewhat interchangeably withContinue reading “Deeper Reflections”
Battle of the Brains
I find myself in a strange place. I’m actually thinking about wanting to unlock and use my cock. That was something I assumed would happen 2 years ago when I started this journey, but have thought off the table for quite some time, and it’s because I wanted it that way. As I’ve progressed alongContinue reading “Battle of the Brains”
The Struggle is Palpable
Readers of this blog know I identify as predominantly Dominant with a submissive side I enjoy exploring. That’s how much of my sex life has been. I’ve always been involved with, dated, or married, in Tripp’s case, a sub. Sir was the Dom in my life, and that was an almost perfect balance for me.Continue reading “The Struggle is Palpable”
Pupdate
@puphermes has been locked for almost 3 weeks now. To listen to him, you’d think it had been 3 years, but for all his whimpering, he’s sticking with the program. I have to admit I have been thoroughly enjoying owning his cock. I think, if pressed hard enough, he would admit that too. As someoneContinue reading “Pupdate”
La Petite Mort
In modern usage, this term has generally been interpreted to describe the post-orgasmic state of unconsciousness that some people have after having some sexual experiences. I’ve read about this and was familiar with the concept, but I’ve never experienced it, until this past week when Tripp gave me what is arguably the most intense orgasmContinue reading “La Petite Mort”
It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay
It happened again, for the second time in my locked life. I came “hands free”, which is how I want to come when I am allowed, but doesn’t seem to happen. While it was one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had, it wasn’t supposed to happen that way, at least not quite soContinue reading “It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay”
Locking Day
In the last post, I told you about the pup. In case you’re so inclined, he’s @puphermes on Twitter. Please feel free to check out his feed, but be prepared to be envious (fair warning). When pup asked me to lock him and take his cock, well, he didn’t have to ask me twice. Somehow,Continue reading “Locking Day”
