Ode to Joy

I wanted you before I knew what you were. Then one day, I saw you, a primitive you, on the internet Ungainly, uncomfortable, complicated you appeared on my screen You had different names; cb, seedpod, keeper. You had different appearances, but they were all you. I was mad with desire for you, and afraid ofContinue reading “Ode to Joy”

Close But No Cigar

I’ve never cum from ball play. I love it, though. It makes me so hard. The other night however, I got close…so close. I think I would have, but Tripp didn’t let me. He is serious about not letting me cum for a while. I’ve aways loved having my balls worked. I love stretchers andContinue reading “Close But No Cigar”

I Knew I was Kinky When…

There’s been a meme going around Twitter. People are posting images from TV, books, or films from their past that stirred their initial homosexual lust. Even before that particular lust started in me, the bdsm lust was there. From a very early age I was turned on by images of bondage and torture. The factContinue reading “I Knew I was Kinky When…”

Turning Points

We’ve been slowly, inexorably heading towards what recently happened between Tripp and I. Even though it happened quite suddenly, every turning point has a series of events that lead to it. I’ve been locked almost 2 years, but it somehow seems new, because the dynamic has changed. I have the same feelings as I didContinue reading “Turning Points”

What Happened to Tripp?

Who kidnapped my husband and replaced him with a Dom? I’d like to thank them. Last night was a huge leap forward for chaste-kind. We started to have sex Wednesday afternoon. Tripp was beating my balls and I was, as usual, incredibly aroused, but we got interrupted. We were supposed to pick back up laterContinue reading “What Happened to Tripp?”

No Pain, No Gain

If you could change one thing about your body, what would it be? I’ve thought about that, and I think I know the answer. There are a lot of options. Would I want a bigger dick? Sure, I’d love to have a porn star dick, but since it’s locked away, there seems little point inContinue reading “No Pain, No Gain”

Fugu Come Dancing

For those not familiar with Fugu, it’s a dish made from pufferfish, which if not prepared correctly, can actually kill you. Pufferfish contain tetrodotoxin, which even in small doses is fatal. However, when prepared correctly, it’s a delicacy. But every time you eat it, you could die. For most of my life, come was theContinue reading “Fugu Come Dancing”

Common Ground

I’ve been talking and texting with a friend (@jockdgear on Twitter) who is new to long term chastity. He’s a hard core kinkster, and he’s been in cages before, but I think he’s locked far more men than he’s been locked by. In fact, I think this is the first time he’s been locked byContinue reading “Common Ground”

One of Those Days

There are days when being locked is almost agonizing. There are days when all I can think about is the feeling of a warm mouth on my uncaged cock, or of driving my hard dick into a tight ass and pounding it until I come, feeling my seed shoot into that inviting hole. My cockContinue reading “One of Those Days”