I’m not 100% sure what this blog is going to be. I’ll tell you that it is primarily going to focus on my adventures, my sexuality (and my discomfort with it), my kink journey from adolescent to now, and the twists and turns my life has taken. I will be as honest as possible, although names will be changed and some details might be slightly obfuscated for privacy concerns.
Primarily, I’m viewing this as a form of psychotherapy. A place to tell all the stories I have wanted to share but have been too embarrassed or repressed to say out loud. I have always been able to write about my deepest, darkest fears and desires, but have tremendous difficulty talking about them. I’ll save those details for a future post as it is going to be a bit of a theme here.
As I said, I’m going to be brutally honest. If I ever delve into the realm of fantasy, I’ll be sure and let you know ahead of time (although I doubt that will happen particularly often). As a middle aged gay kinkster who came of age during the height of the AIDs crisis, I think I have a story to tell. I hope you think so as well.
This won’t be linear. I’m going to jump around and mix stories from my past with stories from the present, because there are things from my past I need to tell and I think those past events illuminate the present.
So, new year, new blog. Hopefully you will find it interesting. You may even see something of yourself in some of the posts. I hope so, because I feel the best writing touches people when they can relate to it.
I wish you the happiest 2020, and hope you enjoy this work in progress (oh hell, I’m still trying to figure out the editor on this site)