My crazy life – The Locked Doc

Show me the Money

There’s an internet meme I’ve seen a few times. It asks whether you would take $10 million or go back in time and fix all your mistakes. The answer’s easy, I’ll take the money. Why? Because if I fixed all my mistakes, I wouldn’t be the person I am now. Mistakes are how you growContinue reading “Show me the Money”

I haven’t killed anyone, yet

Welcome to the next episode of Plague House. Yes, you guessed it, we’ve had Covid sweep in and take almost everyone down, everyone but me. They are all vaccinated and not particularly sick, but they’re all isolated in individual bedrooms and that leaves me to be chief cook and bottle washer, and I mean thatContinue reading “I haven’t killed anyone, yet”

A Funny Thing Happened…

Not that long ago I was rather unceremoniously dumped, via text, by a Dom days before we were going to see each other. It wasn’t the most pleasant thing that has happened, but in a way, it has been one of the best things that has happened to me in a while. Out of thatContinue reading “A Funny Thing Happened…”

The Switch is Back

While I have been primarily focusing on my submissive side, I have always had a Dominant streak, which I thought was in deep hibernation. I used to describe myself as a Dom with a submissive side, then a switch, and recently primarily a submissive, because that is where my headspace is and needs to be.Continue reading “The Switch is Back”

Brotherhood

I had a great weekend (mostly). I got to hang out with some of my oldest friends and make some new ones. I was able to spend time with my bkf’s (best kink friends) who I have known for *gasp* 25 years and got to meet some new ones. What struck me most, however, wasContinue reading “Brotherhood”

Foster Care

After last week’s unbelievable turn of events, I’ve been amazingly lucky to have had an outpouring of support from friends, new and old. I can’t express how grateful I am and how much love I feel. I’m not feeling great about myself, but I’m working on it. I don’t mean only emotionally, though there haveContinue reading “Foster Care”

And Just Like That

I’m not talking about the Sex and the City reboot (for fuck’s sake, just call 911 Carrie), but rather the turn of events that happened last week. I think I have whiplash. Never in my life has something changed so radically in 24 hours. In fact, it happened 24 hours after my last post. IContinue reading “And Just Like That”

Krakatoa

I’ve really been enjoying co-hosting the Chastity Chat Twitter space with @thumpermn (other than I realize my voice is far less Barry White and far more eerily close to The Nanny when I hear the recording). We’ve discussed a number of topics and the insights of some of the participants always makes me think moreContinue reading “Krakatoa”

What’s In a Word?

Boy, pig, slave. I’ve been all of them. What is the difference? Or is there a distinction without a difference? Is it just power exchange in a bdsm relationship by another name? Yes, and no. Just like with chastity, there is no one right way to have a D/s relationship. Your dynamic as a subContinue reading “What’s In a Word?”

Too Fast/Too Slow

I met a man. No, that’s not quite true. I met a man I want to serve and to give my cock and my key to. I think I found my Sir. After weeks of talking and texting, we spent time together, and since then we’ve talked every day. He’s in my head and inContinue reading “Too Fast/Too Slow”