In modern usage, this term has generally been interpreted to describe the post-orgasmic state of unconsciousness that some people have after having some sexual experiences. I’ve read about this and was familiar with the concept, but I’ve never experienced it, until this past week when Tripp gave me what is arguably the most intense orgasmContinue reading “La Petite Mort”
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It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay
It happened again, for the second time in my locked life. I came “hands free”, which is how I want to come when I am allowed, but doesn’t seem to happen. While it was one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had, it wasn’t supposed to happen that way, at least not quite soContinue reading “It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay”
Leather and Naïveté
I was a student until I was 26 years old and money was always tight. A big night out was a cheesesteak wit, so I didn’t own much in the way of gear. I used to go occasionally to the Bike Stop, the leather bar in Philly, and was always envious of the leather cladContinue reading “Leather and Naïveté”
Fantasies
We all have sexual dreams and fantasies, and I have my share. One of my biggest fantasies came (mostly) true; to be a slave to a Master. In my head, I’d be a 24/7/365 slave, not the part time slave I am, but what I do have is pretty damn good. I’m not sure IContinue reading “Fantasies”
To Tripp On Our 2 Year Chastity Anniversary
I’ll never forget our first date. I took you to that hole in the wall by the beach. I’m surprised both of us survived that experience, and even more surprised you agreed to a second date. I know we’ve been back to that place a few times, for laughs. I guess it will always beContinue reading “To Tripp On Our 2 Year Chastity Anniversary”
My Private Kink
There’s something to be said for normalizing kink so much that you almost forget it’s kink. Even so, every now and then I get overwhelmed from the feeling that kink has become such a normal part of my existence. Usually, I go about my day, but once in a while I realize I am locked,Continue reading “My Private Kink”
Call Me By My Name
If someone calls me a bitch, pussy, cunt, or fag, I’m coming for them. If Sir does it, I just come. It’s funny the different reactions the same words cause depending on the situation. When I’m in sub space, I am that fag, cunt, or pussy. Hearing Sir call me that just reinforces our powerContinue reading “Call Me By My Name”
The Edge of Glory
The longer I’m denied orgasm, the faster I seem to get to the edge. Lately, it’s been happening quite quickly. Usually, it takes a fair bit of work to get me there, but now it happens almost instantaneously (almost). The edge is the reason I don’t want to come. People ask me why I’m soContinue reading “The Edge of Glory”
Thrupling
A long, long time ago, I was in a thruple ( I just learned that word from Netflix). I think I was 23 or 24 years old. I met James and Danny at Woody’s in Philly on a Sunday afternoon. James cruised me all afternoon and we talked and flirted a bit. He asked meContinue reading “Thrupling”
Close But No Cigar
I’ve never cum from ball play. I love it, though. It makes me so hard. The other night however, I got close…so close. I think I would have, but Tripp didn’t let me. He is serious about not letting me cum for a while. I’ve aways loved having my balls worked. I love stretchers andContinue reading “Close But No Cigar”
