Orgasms

I rarely cum. It’s not that I’m not allowed to cum, per se, it’s just that there are very few avenues through which I am permitted to have an old fashioned penile orgasm. As Master C says, if it happens, it happens, but He is not going out of His …

Me and Master C

I’ve written a little previously about meeting Sir. It’s still fairly new and we are still learning about each other, but i have to tell you all, it’s been deeply fulfilling for my submissive side. It’s been an amazing journey so far, and I certainly don’t foresee it ending any …

The Sweet Spot

I woke up this morning, as I often do, with a very tight cage. Even locked men still get morning wood, or in this case, morning titanium. Sometimes, it’s excruciating. I’ve been “hard” probably for quite some time and am awakened by pain in my sac from the constant clamping …

And Just Like That

Don’t worry. I’m not posting about that show. You know, the one we are all hate watching. At least, I am. Nope, I’m going to post about the fact that as of last week, I’ve been locked for 5 years. I didn’t start out with permanent chastity in mind. For …

Unexpected

I met someone. To be fair, I met him almost a year ago. I liked him very much. I met him though my bff who had recently started a relationship with him. So, “bro-code” was clearly in effect. I was very happy for my friend and enjoyed the brief time …

Show me the Money

There’s an internet meme I’ve seen a few times. It asks whether you would take $10 million or go back in time and fix all your mistakes. The answer’s easy, I’ll take the money. Why? Because if I fixed all my mistakes, I wouldn’t be the person I am now. …

The Switch is Back

While I have been primarily focusing on my submissive side, I have always had a Dominant streak, which I thought was in deep hibernation. I used to describe myself as a Dom with a submissive side, then a switch, and recently primarily a submissive, because that is where my headspace …

Foster Care

After last week’s unbelievable turn of events, I’ve been amazingly lucky to have had an outpouring of support from friends, new and old. I can’t express how grateful I am and how much love I feel. I’m not feeling great about myself, but I’m working on it. I don’t mean …

What’s In a Word?

Boy, pig, slave. I’ve been all of them. What is the difference? Or is there a distinction without a difference? Is it just power exchange in a bdsm relationship by another name? Yes, and no. Just like with chastity, there is no one right way to have a D/s relationship. …

Irish Eyes

He’s so fucking hot. We have a lot in common. We share kinks and fetishes, particularly gear. I forget how much older I am when I’m with him, except if there’s a mirror around. He thinks I’m sexy. I’m not going to argue. I think I left sexy behind 10 …

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