Today is a milestone. I’ve been locked for 1000 days (with many, many more to come). 1000 is just such a nice, solid number, I feel it needs to be celebrated. It’s just another day locked for your boy, but it’s nice place to stop and reflect. It’s been an amazing journey that started withContinue reading “Doc of a Thousand Days”
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A Sticky Situation
I don’t remember most of my dreams, which is good because most of my dreams are riddled with anxiety and come from those dark places we all have. I have woken up in a cold sweat on more than one occasion from such dreams, and I’ve had a lot more of them the past year,Continue reading “A Sticky Situation”
Pity Cum
I came 8 times between January and November last year. Twice from the wand, twice while being fucked, and four times from having my balls beaten. All of my orgasms were caged, naturally. I think, being perfectly honest, coming from ball play is my favorite. It’s not the easiest way for me to come, butContinue reading “Pity Cum”
Battle of the Brains
I find myself in a strange place. I’m actually thinking about wanting to unlock and use my cock. That was something I assumed would happen 2 years ago when I started this journey, but have thought off the table for quite some time, and it’s because I wanted it that way. As I’ve progressed alongContinue reading “Battle of the Brains”
The Struggle is Palpable
Readers of this blog know I identify as predominantly Dominant with a submissive side I enjoy exploring. That’s how much of my sex life has been. I’ve always been involved with, dated, or married, in Tripp’s case, a sub. Sir was the Dom in my life, and that was an almost perfect balance for me.Continue reading “The Struggle is Palpable”
La Petite Mort
In modern usage, this term has generally been interpreted to describe the post-orgasmic state of unconsciousness that some people have after having some sexual experiences. I’ve read about this and was familiar with the concept, but I’ve never experienced it, until this past week when Tripp gave me what is arguably the most intense orgasmContinue reading “La Petite Mort”
It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay
It happened again, for the second time in my locked life. I came “hands free”, which is how I want to come when I am allowed, but doesn’t seem to happen. While it was one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had, it wasn’t supposed to happen that way, at least not quite soContinue reading “It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay”
Too Much of a Good Thing
I’m having a conundrum: I haven’t been allowed an orgasm for 82 days. My first opportunity is in 2 weeks (it’s my birthday). The other night, while I was particularly horny (as in begging), Tripp gave me a choice. I can come in 2 weeks and then have no chance of an orgasm for 5Continue reading “Too Much of a Good Thing”
You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do
After a couple of weeks of zero, the horniness is coming back. This time it wasn’t Covid related, but vaccine induced. Every year for the last 25 years, I’ve gotten an influenza shot. I actually got influenza in the mid-90’s, and let me tell you, while I was a healthy 30 year old, I don’tContinue reading “You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do”
The Edge of Glory
The longer I’m denied orgasm, the faster I seem to get to the edge. Lately, it’s been happening quite quickly. Usually, it takes a fair bit of work to get me there, but now it happens almost instantaneously (almost). The edge is the reason I don’t want to come. People ask me why I’m soContinue reading “The Edge of Glory”
