Battle of the Brains

I find myself in a strange place. I’m actually thinking about wanting to unlock and use my cock. That was something I assumed would happen 2 years ago when I started this journey, but have thought off the table for quite some time, and it’s because I wanted it that way. As I’ve progressed alongContinue reading “Battle of the Brains”

The Struggle is Palpable

Readers of this blog know I identify as predominantly Dominant with a submissive side I enjoy exploring. That’s how much of my sex life has been. I’ve always been involved with, dated, or married, in Tripp’s case, a sub. Sir was the Dom in my life, and that was an almost perfect balance for me.Continue reading “The Struggle is Palpable”

La Petite Mort

In modern usage, this term has generally been interpreted to describe the post-orgasmic state of unconsciousness that some people have after having some sexual experiences. I’ve read about this and was familiar with the concept, but I’ve never experienced it, until this past week when Tripp gave me what is arguably the most intense orgasmContinue reading “La Petite Mort”

It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay

It happened again, for the second time in my locked life. I came “hands free”, which is how I want to come when I am allowed, but doesn’t seem to happen. While it was one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had, it wasn’t supposed to happen that way, at least not quite soContinue reading “It Was Supposed To Be Foreplay”

Too Much of a Good Thing

I’m having a conundrum: I haven’t been allowed an orgasm for 82 days. My first opportunity is in 2 weeks (it’s my birthday). The other night, while I was particularly horny (as in begging), Tripp gave me a choice. I can come in 2 weeks and then have no chance of an orgasm for 5Continue reading “Too Much of a Good Thing”

You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do

After a couple of weeks of zero, the horniness is coming back. This time it wasn’t Covid related, but vaccine induced. Every year for the last 25 years, I’ve gotten an influenza shot. I actually got influenza in the mid-90’s, and let me tell you, while I was a healthy 30 year old, I don’tContinue reading “You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do”

The Edge of Glory

The longer I’m denied orgasm, the faster I seem to get to the edge. Lately, it’s been happening quite quickly. Usually, it takes a fair bit of work to get me there, but now it happens almost instantaneously (almost). The edge is the reason I don’t want to come. People ask me why I’m soContinue reading “The Edge of Glory”

Close But No Cigar

I’ve never cum from ball play. I love it, though. It makes me so hard. The other night however, I got close…so close. I think I would have, but Tripp didn’t let me. He is serious about not letting me cum for a while. I’ve aways loved having my balls worked. I love stretchers andContinue reading “Close But No Cigar”

Turning Points

We’ve been slowly, inexorably heading towards what recently happened between Tripp and I. Even though it happened quite suddenly, every turning point has a series of events that lead to it. I’ve been locked almost 2 years, but it somehow seems new, because the dynamic has changed. I have the same feelings as I didContinue reading “Turning Points”

What Happened to Tripp?

Who kidnapped my husband and replaced him with a Dom? I’d like to thank them. Last night was a huge leap forward for chaste-kind. We started to have sex Wednesday afternoon. Tripp was beating my balls and I was, as usual, incredibly aroused, but we got interrupted. We were supposed to pick back up laterContinue reading “What Happened to Tripp?”