Battle of the Brains

I find myself in a strange place. I’m actually thinking about wanting to unlock and use my cock. That was something I assumed would happen 2 years ago when I started this journey, but have thought off the table for quite some time, and it’s because I wanted it that way. As I’ve progressed alongContinue reading “Battle of the Brains”

Locking Day

In the last post, I told you about the pup. In case you’re so inclined, he’s @puphermes on Twitter. Please feel free to check out his feed, but be prepared to be envious (fair warning). When pup asked me to lock him and take his cock, well, he didn’t have to ask me twice. Somehow,Continue reading “Locking Day”

Another Anniversary of a Sort

2 years ago next month, Tripp and I were in Lisbon. I had just received my first metal cage (a Steelworxx) before we left. I’d been living in plastic up until that point. I wore the plastic on the flight over and put on the new cage when we arrived. All seemed well that evening.Continue reading “Another Anniversary of a Sort”

To Tripp On Our 2 Year Chastity Anniversary

I’ll never forget our first date. I took you to that hole in the wall by the beach. I’m surprised both of us survived that experience, and even more surprised you agreed to a second date. I know we’ve been back to that place a few times, for laughs. I guess it will always beContinue reading “To Tripp On Our 2 Year Chastity Anniversary”

My Private Kink

There’s something to be said for normalizing kink so much that you almost forget it’s kink. Even so, every now and then I get overwhelmed from the feeling that kink has become such a normal part of my existence. Usually, I go about my day, but once in a while I realize I am locked,Continue reading “My Private Kink”

The Edge of Glory

The longer I’m denied orgasm, the faster I seem to get to the edge. Lately, it’s been happening quite quickly. Usually, it takes a fair bit of work to get me there, but now it happens almost instantaneously (almost). The edge is the reason I don’t want to come. People ask me why I’m soContinue reading “The Edge of Glory”

Ode to Joy

I wanted you before I knew what you were. Then one day, I saw you, a primitive you, on the internet Ungainly, uncomfortable, complicated you appeared on my screen You had different names; cb, seedpod, keeper. You had different appearances, but they were all you. I was mad with desire for you, and afraid ofContinue reading “Ode to Joy”

Close But No Cigar

I’ve never cum from ball play. I love it, though. It makes me so hard. The other night however, I got close…so close. I think I would have, but Tripp didn’t let me. He is serious about not letting me cum for a while. I’ve aways loved having my balls worked. I love stretchers andContinue reading “Close But No Cigar”