Chastity Tears

I love that term. If you’re not familiar, it’s what some locked men call their pre-come. I have a lot of that now that I’m locked. My dick is basically sobbing. I never had it before I was caged though, and I like it.

Let me start here by saying I love eating come, as long as it’s someone else’s. Before I come, the idea of eating my own come, or having it fed to me turns me on to no small extent, but about 2 nanoseconds after I come, that thought becomes yucky. I’ll eat it if I have to, but, you know, bleh. Back when I used to jerk off, I’d make myself hot by thinking about eating it, but I’d always reach for the TP when I finished. It was way more exciting before I’d come than after.

Pre-come is different. Since I produce it without an orgasm, eating it turns me on. I like it a lot. It also, IMHO, tastes better than actual come. It’s sweeter. I happily lick up all that juice that pours out of me when milked or excited. If I haven’t been milked in a while, mine gets pretty thick like actual jizz. Except for the fact that it isn’t ejected forcefully, you’d think I had come. If it’s only been a few days, it’s more clear. Either way, I will happily swallow every drop I produce, which somehow makes me produce more, until there’s none left.

It feels good too. It’s like a hint of an orgasm. It takes the edge off a bit. Leaking is a relatively new experience for me, and that sudden release of fluid coming from my prostate and Cowper’s glands feels really nice. Once, when Tripp was milking me (legally, we cannot call it that anymore. The USDA has defined milk as coming from a mammary gland, so I guess it’s stimulatory production of a non-dairy penile beverage), I produced such a prodigious amount he thought I peed. “That is not pee”, I retorted. He tasted it and said “Yup, you’re right”. I already knew that. It’s a very different sensation than peeing and one I have virtually no control over. It seems to take about 3 days of denial for me to start producing it in adequate quantities. If I’m denied a lot longer, I produce quite a bit more. Seriously, I’ve had to change my pants sometimes.

I’m really enjoying all the new discoveries that permanent chastity has brought me. I knew about pre-come, I just never had it. Feeling my prostate contract and release is exceedingly pleasant. I’ve never had a wet dream either, though that would be fun, I think. Of course, I’m not allowed to come without permission, so I’d likely get in trouble for that, which could still be fun. 🤔


Published by Locked Doc

Middle aged switch reclaiming his kink and exploring Bdsm with both his husband and his Master. Always locked.

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