I haven’t written much in a while. I’ve kind of been off socials for a bit as well. I was in somewhat of a funk for a while, but honestly it was just life happening. We’ve been just incredibly busy and dealing with many of the curve balls life can throw at you. I’ve just been chugging along taking each day at a time.
Not that that’s a bad thing. It’s just how it is. I’d love to report that I’ve been locked away in a dungeon somewhere for the past few months (I wish), but nothing nearly so interesting. I hadn’t even been updating my chastity tracking apps. So yesterday I figured I should catch up, and that’s when I found out…
I’ve gone more than a year without an orgasm. Whoa. Yup, over a year, and I didn’t notice. It’s not that I’m not allowed to cum, per se. It’s just I’m only allowed in certain circumstances, and apparently they just haven’t arisen. I haven’t even thought about it for quite a while. It was a surprise, albeit a pleasant one, as it’s long been a goal of mine. It’s been 398 days, in case you wanted an exact number.
I like orgasms. I like denial far more, and I like having that aspect of my life out of my control. If I’m told to cum, I will. No one told me! And so, I’ve gone longer than I ever have without realizing it, and without any thought about it. Funny, that. The previous record was about 260 days or so, and I thought I would explode (I kinda did when allowed). This one just snuck up on me. I guess I’m so used to it that I no longer think about it much. It’s also a commentary on the sad state of my sex life at the moment, but that’s another topic. However, if anyone wants to volunteer to bust my balls, I’m allowed to cum from that 😉.
It seems weird to me that so much time has passed with me being unaware of the situation. I guess after 5 years of being locked and denied, I’ve just gotten comfortable with it, or been too distracted by other things. Either way, I’m rather pleased. Maybe my last orgasm really was my last? Doubtful, but it’s good to have a goal.
Anyway, that’s all the news from here. Be well,