Wrong

I’ve been unlocked more time this past month than I have for the past year. I’ve had an exam with a general surgeon, a pre-op exam with my GP, surgery, and a post op exam so far, all of which required me to unlock, and I have absolutely hated every …

Maybe, Finally

I finally met my Sir. We met in LA last weekend. I was up visiting friends. I was nervous to say the least. Sir describes himself as a demisexual, which I had to google: Okay, I think I understand. I’m not that way, but if I’ve learned anything in the …

Maybe….

I’ve been talking with someone. Someone who gets what is going on in my kink brain and who wants pretty much the same things, from the Top side. Someone who is as excited about me being locked as I am, who wants to keep me locked away, and who encourages …

Faggot

I know my moods swing like crazy, and my desires have serious highs and lows. Right now, I’m definitely in a high kink mode, and I think it’s mainly because I’m finally embracing my inner nature, that of a faggot. Its been an almost 3.5 year journey from Dom Top …

Flipping a Switch

The title of this post came to me tonight when I realized it had several meanings. Something happened that seemed so ordinary to me that I didn’t give it a second thought, until I did, and then I gave it quite a lot of thought. As you know, my kink …

Ebb and Flow

My kink seems to be back on the rise again. Over the last few years, it’s been a series of incredible highs and really depressing lows in my desires. It’s totally understandable with what we’ve all experienced, but I seem to be on an upswing again after basically losing my …

A Year in Review

Well, it’s now 2022, so I guess it’s time for a review of 2021, from the perspective of a locked man, naturally. I’ve been locked continuously for 1221 days. In all of 2021, I spent less than 12 hours unlocked. I was unlocked for my colonoscopy (oh, joy). I had …

Irish Eyes

He’s so fucking hot. We have a lot in common. We share kinks and fetishes, particularly gear. I forget how much older I am when I’m with him, except if there’s a mirror around. He thinks I’m sexy. I’m not going to argue. I think I left sexy behind 10 …

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