kink – The Locked Doc

Faggot

I know my moods swing like crazy, and my desires have serious highs and lows. Right now, I’m definitely in a high kink mode, and I think it’s mainly because I’m finally embracing my inner nature, that of a faggot. Its been an almost 3.5 year journey from Dom Top to get to this point,Continue reading “Faggot”

Flipping a Switch

The title of this post came to me tonight when I realized it had several meanings. Something happened that seemed so ordinary to me that I didn’t give it a second thought, until I did, and then I gave it quite a lot of thought. As you know, my kink desires have been cresting lately.Continue reading “Flipping a Switch”

Ebb and Flow

My kink seems to be back on the rise again. Over the last few years, it’s been a series of incredible highs and really depressing lows in my desires. It’s totally understandable with what we’ve all experienced, but I seem to be on an upswing again after basically losing my desires for several months. I’mContinue reading “Ebb and Flow”

A Year in Review

Well, it’s now 2022, so I guess it’s time for a review of 2021, from the perspective of a locked man, naturally. I’ve been locked continuously for 1221 days. In all of 2021, I spent less than 12 hours unlocked. I was unlocked for my colonoscopy (oh, joy). I had a few flights at theContinue reading “A Year in Review”

Irish Eyes

He’s so fucking hot. We have a lot in common. We share kinks and fetishes, particularly gear. I forget how much older I am when I’m with him, except if there’s a mirror around. He thinks I’m sexy. I’m not going to argue. I think I left sexy behind 10 years and 20 pounds ago.Continue reading “Irish Eyes”

PreParing

I had a date last week. It was the first date I’ve had in a year and a half, for reasons we all are sadly well aware of. I got fully vaccinated in February, but the pandemic was in full swing here and while I felt safer, there was no way I was going “out”.Continue reading “PreParing”

The Collaring

It’s been a little less than a year since my relationship with Sir ended. I’m just starting a potential relationship with a new Sir (fingers crossed), but he’s already mentioned a collar and that got me thinking about the last time I was collared (also, it got me hard, but that’s beside the point). ForContinue reading “The Collaring”

Asstravaganza

I got up early, way too early on Sunday. I had to drop Tripp off at the airport. It’s his first post-pandemic flight. I got up at the ungodly hour of 5:30 am to take him to the airport. In the past, when he had an early flight, he’d take an Uber, but you can’tContinue reading “Asstravaganza”

A Means or an End?

Over on my second favorite blog, DenyingThumper, the rabbit has been stewing a bit lately about how locked men see their cages. He’s also been polling on Twitter, between posts about his now size 32 waist (skinny bitch). The results have been fascinating, though I admit that some of the possible “answers” didn’t really fitContinue reading “A Means or an End?”

Irregularly Regular

Something’s happening to me. I’ve come twice in a row from ball and ass play, with permission of course. I’ve come from it before, but it was very occasionally and only after a very long period of denial. Also, it didn’t happen consistently. I’d get close sometimes, but then it would ebb and no matterContinue reading “Irregularly Regular”