Pity Cum

I came 8 times between January and November last year. Twice from the wand, twice while being fucked, and four times from having my balls beaten. All of my orgasms were caged, naturally. I think, being perfectly honest, coming from ball play is my favorite. It’s not the easiest way for me to come, but it’s definitely the most satisfying, I think.

I got at least 8 orgasms in December (if not more, I didn’t count), all of them by wand. Tripp felt sorry for me as Sir and I were ending and I was kind of down in the dumps. Sir and I had been seeing each other, outside, 6 feet apart every so often, and our Master/slave dynamic was dying. Sir and I were in separate “bubbles” and he had met a new boyfriend, and there wasn’t much room for our relationship. The last time we saw each other, before Thanksgiving, he gave me back the keys to my cage that he held. That just crushed me. I was crying in Tripp’s arms that night. Even though I knew the relationship was fizzling, having my keys given back was just a bit too much.

Tripp started giving me orgasms fairly frequently after that, at least weekly, and often more than that. It was his way of making me feel better. I didn’t argue, I just accepted it (and I enjoyed them I suppose). At one point I mentioned how many more orgasms I had had those weeks. He told me not to get used to it, and sure enough, I haven’t had one in 2021 yet. I’ve gotten close, but he stops me. I’m not sure when I’ll get another, but I think he figures I had a year’s worth in December, so I’m probably done for a while.

Funny thing is that I didn’t want them at the time. I wasn’t feeling particularly good about things, and coming was the last thing on my mind. Now, while I really miss Master, I’ve come to terms with it, and my desires have returned. I’m horny as fuck half the time and there’s no relief in sight. I’d really like to have my balls beaten until I blow, but that’s not happening. I want what we call “collar time” (I’ll tell you all about that in a another post). Even writing about it has my cage tight and my balls aching. Of course, this is part and parcel of being locked, and it’s pretty much normal for me. I guess it’s good to be back to normal again.


Published by Locked Doc

Middle aged switch reclaiming his kink and exploring Bdsm with both his husband and his Master. Always locked.

One thought on “Pity Cum

  1. Oddly, for me, being allowed to orgasm would undoubtedly make me feel worse. Especially more than once.

    Still…all the virtual hugs for you.

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