Geez, another post already? You usually go days or weeks without posting, Doc. Sometimes even longer. What’s going on here? Well, dear readers, there’s stuff to talk about!
If a man you’ve never met, who is the boy/slave of a friend who lives on the other side of the country starts texting you with orders on plugging your ass and what undergarments to wear, and commands you to send pics and make Twitter posts, would you obey? Apparently for me, the answer is yes.
My fellow locked (sometimes) switch @dualdrew, feeling sorry for my recently unowned ass, stepped in and stepped up and started texting me plug instructions. Being the good sometimes sub that I am, I decided to follow his instructions, because it’s been fun to have someone tell me when and what plug to carry again. and I really miss Sir doing that to/for me. Drew didn’t ask, he simply said “XXL, all day”. Here’s a little secret about me: while I am not naturally submissive, I do respond to dominance. There aren’t many men who can make me weak in the knees, but if I’m going to swoon, it’s because they demand what they want. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not about a lack of consent, it’s about power. No means no. A command like Drew’s is going to get one of two responses; a. Very funny, or b: Yes Sir. Drew got b.
After a few days, Drew did something else. He outsourced my ass. Cheeky man. He told his boy @southernswitch1 to take over. Honestly, as if it took all that much time to text me instructions (said in my best Blanche Devereaux imitation).
I haven’t met @southernswitch1, at least not in person. We were all going to have lunch together this past fall, but with their whirlwind visit to CA and the pandemic in full swing, we couldn’t quite make it work. And yet, he’s currently owning my ass, and I’m having fun.
I’ve gotten to know him better over the last few weeks. He’s awfully sweet and awfully kinky and just the same kind of nasty pig as I am. There’s more to it than that though. There’s a dynamic at play that I have never experienced; being a sub to a sub, a beta if you will. I’ve been a slave for many years and I’ve served other Tops for Sir, but I have never, ever been a beta or ever even thought of myself like that, and damn, but I am actually finding the whole thing cage-tighteningly hot. On top of that, I’m a beta to a locked sub.
I’m finding the entire experience enlightening. I am also really enjoying getting to know my “slave brother” better. I’m looking forward to the near future when we can actually hug each other (and of course take the mandatory Steelwerks get together pics). I’ve somehow accumulated a number of #lockedinwerks friends (6 at last count, and yes, Drew, I’m counting you too, even if you’re not locked as often as you should be). People who are actually in my contacts list and not just Twitter friends. People I know in real life, and people with whom I share a variety of interests.
I don’t know how long this will continue. I imagine a while at least. As long as everyone is having fun and no one is getting hurt, there’s absolutely no reason not to keep going. Perhaps I’ll meet a new Master sometime who will take my ass for his own, or maybe @southernswitch1 will get tired of me, but for now, I have to admit I am feeling warm and fuzzies. I can’t speak for him, but I hope he is as well. It’s just new and rather exciting, and that doesn’t happen too often anymore. But it’s somehow more than that, it’s an intimacy that I haven’t shared with many men. I can count on one hand the number of people who have had this type of control over me, and I can count on one finger the number of subs.
I’m determined to enjoy the ride for as long as it lasts and I’m determined to be a good beta for him and Drew (as good as one can be from 2000 miles away). I discover new kinks all the time (like having a pup, who knew?). So, whether this is a new kink or whether I just need somebody I trust to plug me regularly, it’s been good so far. I feel comfortable with this, and I like that. When/if it ends, there won’t be any hard feelings or disappointments, just a fondness for the closeness we are developing, which I hope continues to develop. One can never have too many friends, can one? I think @Southernswitch1 will always be one.
Stay safe and stay well