Orgasms

I rarely cum. It’s not that I’m not allowed to cum, per se, it’s just that there are very few avenues through which I am permitted to have an old fashioned penile orgasm. As Master C says, if it happens, it happens, but He is not going out of His way to give me one. If I wasn’t a nerd and used a tracker, I couldn’t tell you the last time I had an honest to goodness orgasm. Since I am a nerd, it was (at the time of this writing), 170 days ago.

What’s fascinating is that I feel as if I have been having orgasms, lots of them. I have been having Master C’s orgasms. When he cums, I feel like it’s for the both of us, as it should be. Mentally, it’s completely real and satisfying. But what’s interesting is that physically, it’s real as well.

In the past (when I was having orgasms willy nilly), I would always get super sensitive post cum. It’s like I could feel every strand of rope rubbing against me, really anything even mildly annoying would be magnified, even sound. I always wanted to cum last because post orgasm it’s like every hair on my body was sensitive and my focus would change completely from the scene to my discomfort.

Recently, whenever Master C cums, not only do I feel it psychologically, but the sensitivity to touch and sound are there as well. I was happily bound in the sling while he pounded me, but after he came, I could feel muscle cramps, the chains of the sling rubbing against me, and every little thing that was present just as if I had an actual orgasm of my own. I also felt the same warm afterglow. I really am having His orgasm even if no ejaculate comes from me. It’s truly an amazing sensation.

I do think about orgasms, but I find more and more it’s His orgasm I think about, and His orgasm that I want and need. His are just as, if not more satisfying than anything that could come from the contents of His cage. I share in His pleasure, and physically, my body reacts just as if I had the orgasm.

I’m sure I’ll cum again some day. I’ve been so close many times with Him. But if it doesn’t happen, I’m still having them, just not in the traditional way. In many ways, it’s so much better this way.

-Doc