Wanted: experienced, caring yet sadistic dominant leatherman for locked, plugged, submissive slave. Interest in bondage, discipline, cbt, (desire for boot, cock, and ass worship encouraged). Strong sex drive and desire to fuck highly desirable. Collar desired. Must tolerate that slave is married and has a pup under lock. Slave good in groups and eager to serve.

In the olden days (pre Grindr, scruff, Recon, whatever app you kids use), people would place personal ads. I guess the above is what I would place if I were to do such a thing.

I never have. We used to go out to bars and events to meet people (strange concept, I know). Perhaps, sometimes soon, that will happen again (okay, not bars, they’re sadly dead). I met Sir through a now defunct leather group. I find I need that kind of presence in my life. I need an outlet for my submissive (very submissive) side. I don’t need it 24-7, but I do need it. I need someone who wants me locked and plugged and geared and at his boots. I’m incomplete otherwise. So, I’m open to finding that again.

I’m not trying to replace Sir, just find someone who can fill that void in my life and to whom I can give myself to, wholly and completely from time to time. One offs are definitely not on my agenda and I am well aware that the type of trust this requires takes time, but I’m willing to give it a try if the right man presents himself. I’d love to find another man with whom I can lose myself in and serve with abandon. I need that. I need the discipline. I need to feel his power. I yearn for it.

I don’t know if that will happen again. I’m grateful it happened before, and I consider myself lucky to have had it. But I miss it. I miss it more than I thought. I crave it. I NEED it.

Don’t get me wrong, I know I’m lucky in what I do have, but if a man like the above were to happen into my life again, let’s just say I wouldn’t think twice before kneeling or bending over. If he doesn’t, well it’s better to have loved and lost….

I’m not actively looking, but I’m open to possibilities again. Maybe it will happen? Maybe there’s a man who wants to own me again? I hope so. I’m not a bad package, but I also know I ain’t as young as I used to be, nor as bendy. Still, I’m pretty fuckable. At least, I’m pretty sure I still am. Also, I’ve been told I’m a pretty good cocksucker, so there’s that. Ah, to be 30 years old with a 30 inch waist again….

I don’t know what the future holds. I’ve just decided that things happen for a reason, and I’m going to keep myself open to the possibilities that another Master might find me a desirable piece of property. I may not be beachfront property anymore, but I’m not the middle of the desert either.

Be well and stay safe


Published by Locked Doc

Middle aged switch reclaiming his kink and exploring Bdsm with both his husband and his Master. Always locked.

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